Another baby?

I know that's an interesting post title. No, I'm not pregnant. But it's been on my mind a lot lately and I thought I'd get some things off my chest and out into the internet world. (some sort of sarcasm there)

The back story:

Originally, I always wanted 4 kids. I loved those movies with big families sitting around the dinner table after thier kids have grown. (think the FAMILY STONE)

Justin, however, envisioned a smaller family with 2 kids. He's a little bit older than I am so logistically, 2 might be the better option.

We're half way there if that's the case. So, if 2 is the end all, we've got some time. But in the back of my mind, I still want 4...but I'm willing to compromise at 3. :)

Molly is a handfull and I love her for it. On one hand, I'm ready for another baby...ready for another pregnancy. On the other hand, having another little one scares the poopy out of me.

What if I get to overwhelmed? (which I've been known to do from time to time) What if I can't handle two?

At this point, if we got pregnant in the next few months, we would be looking at another winter/spring baby in 2012. If we waited till summer, we would be looking at late spring/early summer. The later allowing Miss Molly to be our only baby for a little while longer.

So many options...

God Bless!